Rewilding

written: August 28

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Gummy bears! They were a total impulse buy when I stopped at CVS to pick up sleep aid pills for the Hubs. I don’t regret this impulse purchase one bit. ::smiles::

I was outside with Josey pup, playing with the laser pointer. The wind was kicking up quite strong and the weather was lovely. The only thing that would have made it more perfect is if the moon had been up in that moment. But hey, it was still pretty damn nice. I did a small meditation – a mini Drawing Down of the Moon. I need to do MORE of that. I need to revamp my ritual area. It’s been neglected for far too long.

Really, I need to replace or fix the ceiling fan I have in my bedroom. It’s a little off, so at times, it makes a scraping noise while it’s running. It is more prone to doing that if it’s been turned off for any length of time. Which, the scraping noise isn’t steady, so it really makes sleeping difficult. So for now, I pretty much just ONLY turn it off for ritual time and then I turn it right back on so it can relevel itself (or whatever it needs to do) before I head to bed later on in the evening.

And the settings on the ceiling fan are weird as well. Like the top speed is TWICE as fast as the second speed down. It’s like:
Level 1 – barely feel any breeze (most scraping noise)
Level 2 – some air movement (I typically use this speed during the winter, just to keep the air circulating in my room)
Level 3 – hurricane level winds. If it isn’t nailed down, it’s gonna blow away.
There’s no in between Level 2 and Level 3. It’s either hurricane level or sweet, summer breeze level.
And not to mention, it is shitty looking and only two of the three light sockets work. And they are chipped. Seriously, it’s some 70’s looking ceiling fan. ::chuckles:: If I could change it out with something that I liked and that worked nicely, the way it’s supposed to, then it would be easier to spend time in my room, in my sacred space.

And I want a pretty wall tapestry, to help transform the area as well. Something nature based, obviously. A lovely forest scene or something that calls to my wild spirit.