Friday, May 3, 2019

Walpurgis Night

written: April 30

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Josey pup, demonstrating her NEED for a better couch so she can watch the resident rabbits out the window in better comfort.

I mean, look at this pitiful face! How can you tell her that no, she does NOT need a new couch? ::laughs::

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Todd (a former student) stopped by to visit and hang out. And do this apparently:

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Yeah, never a dull day when Todd comes to visit. ::laughs::

Final day of April. Tonight is Walpurgis Night – Witches’ night in Germany. It’s the night before Beltane (or May Day, whatever you choose to call it). And honestly, I kind of like the “darker” feel of Walpurgis Night as opposed to the over sexual-saturated Beltane.

I dunno, I’m beginning to suspect that maybe I’m a bit Asexual now? It’s been ages since I’ve had sex and masturbation as really dropped off as well. But I do enjoy watching NICE porn (where it at least appears that the woman is enjoying herself), so I can’t be fully Ace, right? Shit if I know. Maybe I just am too damn stressed and grumpy with myself (physically) for me to even be sexually turned on at this point?

The plan at this point is once the damn semester is over and I have my mornings back 100% MINE, I will start using the elliptical and walking Josey on the days that it’s not raining. I do hope to get into Krava Maga around my birthday, but I have to get my cardio up so I’m not just sucking wind the entire time I’m paying for the damn class.

Man, more and more, I am understanding 2007 Britney Spears, when she was under so much stress that she just up and shaved her head. I am seriously close to taking my husband’s clippers to my own head.

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