Wednesday, May 16, 2018

Gearing Up For an Esbat

written: May 15

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Ominous clouds that greeted me when I came out from work. It ended up amounting to nothing, but it was still pretty all the same.

I do want a good storm. I want a good ritual to be honest. Tonight is the New Moon in Taurus – an auspicious night for magick to do with finances. And given that my gyno’s office called me on Monday to drop the bomb that I am expected to pay the estimated cost of my part of my upcoming surgery ON my pre-op appointment – roughly $1100 – you can bet your ass I’ll be doing some money spells.

I’m still pissed about that. I mean, I set up the appointments back in APRIL…but we are going to wait until we’re a scant 2 weeks out to let me know I’m expected to cough up $1100? That’s fucking shitty. With my previous surgeries, I just always got a bill and paid what I could as fast as I could. Just a sign of the times, I guess.

I mean, I HAVE the money, so it’s not really that big of an issue. It’s just that I wasn’t PLANNING on paying so much up front. And of course, every TIME I come close to the $5k in savings, some huge bill lands on my table. I THOUGHT I had hit the $5k earlier this year, but I had forgotten that I had taken $250 out to cover bills, so I didn’t actually hit it. But I pulled out the stops and I have officially, REALLY hit the $5k mark.

I really should look around and find a savings account that accrues interest because my current savings account does not. Every little bit counts and adds up eventually.

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So yeah, will be focusing on magick to help me regain the funds spent on the upcoming surgery. Plus, I need to dismantle the Sweetening Spell I had on myself and my former supervisor. It worked better than I ever could have hoped, but given that my former supervisor has moved on to greener pastures, I should really get around to dismantling it.

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