WIP

I’m spiraling a bit again.

Is it bad that part of me is just like “fuck it, let’s do this. let’s spiral completely and utterly out of control”…
I dunno. I guess I’ve been sitting on the brink of a mental break down for quite sometime now, and I’m just ready to cannon ball in, and get it over with. So I can begin the arduous task of putting everything back together again.

I have so many things, and yet, I am not content at all. My skin feels too tight. I have so much restless feelings, but zero energy.

Current work in progress:

I need to figure out how to make a good lavender color for the flowers....

::happy fist shakes::

Oh holy shit, you guys! The author of The Complete Encyclopedia of Egyptian Deities did a shout out for my video flip through of her book. That has been the highlight of this week! ::happy fist shakes::

I mean, the rest of the week can go play in traffic, but this? This is AMAZING and I’m beyond thrilled. I will admit that I had a moment of panic, because I have no idea what I said exactly in the video. So I scrambled to go back and rewatch it, but naw, it’s all good.

And I still stand my opinion that this book is worth its weight in GOLD. And with it being a heckin’ BIG book? That’s a whole lotta gold, I tell ya. ::chuckles::

P.S. If you wanna see said video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXMdmw_X7ik&t=1s