written: October 14th
Photo for today:
I’ve been doing a bit of work to get my altar set up and ready for
the impending New Moon. I figure it will be a good time to reaffirm my
dedication to my current personal goals. It would also be a good time
to reassess my Birthday Goals AND my 101 Goals. Though honestly, I am
thinking of scrapping my 101 Goals. I think it would be better to set
those once I graduate.
To be honest, I’m buckling currently under All The Stress. It isn’t
any one thing, it’s just super cumulative at this point. So why am I
heaping MORE stress upon myself at this point? I think I will stick
with making my birthday goals, but yeah, the 101 will go away until
after graduation.
Today was a much better day than Friday was. While I did not
accomplish everything on my To Do List, I did make serious headway in
that regard. I swear, it seems that because I agreed to a 30 Day
Self-Care Challenge that my mind completely rebelled. I swear my mind
is a goddamn toddler. She’s over here stomping her feet and saying
“No!” Guess I should start working on meditation and getting this mind
of my streamlined. I have seen what I can accomplish in the middle of
unruly chaos. Just imagine what I can do if I were a honed edged
weapon. ::chuckles toothily::
I need to remind myself how much better I feel when I properly take
care of myself. It’s amazing how much better I feel just brushing my
teeth properly and washing my face. And add to it that I went the extra
mile and moisturized my legs? It is sad that this level of basic
self-care felt down right luxurious. The goal now is to continue this
level of basic self-care until I do it more often than not. After that
point, I can add in new layers of self-care and pampering
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