written: October 12
Photo 560/1001
My current food indulgence. I just love these.
Today, when I was sitting outside, enjoying the sunshine. I looked
up and there had to be at least two dozen dragonflies flitting around in
the sunshine. It felt downright magical. The way the sunlight would
glint off their wings and the shadows they cast during their flights.
I am so behind on all of my journaling on all fronts. My daily
thankfuls – I write 3 things I’m thankful for each day. My daily
journaling in the white notebook. And certainly my blogging. Pretty
much the only thing I am keeping up with at this point is my daily
photo.
I am just so damn tired. I’m tired from work. I’m tired from life. I’m tired of everything.
Everything is a damn up-hill battle. Everything just utterly exhausts
me. And I’m unable to replenish my energy reserves, so I’m always
running on fumes.
Caffeine and nicotine can only carry me so far. And I’m feeling like
that end is coming really close. I’m just really tired of the damn rat
race.
And no. None of this is to say that I’m suicidal or anything like that. I’m just soul-weary at this point.
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