written: September 07
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My Witches Runes, chillin’ in their charging basket with a fabulous clear crystal quartz wand on top (to amplify the energy).
It was a pleasant, quiet day spent at home. David is working the
weekend shift, so mostly me and Josey just lounged around and I
successfully avoided doing any of the tasks I need to do for work by
Monday. ::chuckles:: Oh well, there’s always tomorrow.
I did take the call from the mental health resources that my doctor
requested for me. I have an evaluation on the 17th. After talking to
the lady and getting that appointment set up, I made the mistake of
googling the place and reading the reviews. It has an adult in-patient
facility, which triggered my massive fear of being involuntarily
committed. I’m talking, I was border-line hyperventilating and scared
absolutely shit-less. And the reviews for the in-patient facility were
horrifying. Nothing that is actual abuse, but a whole lot of neglect
and stories of family members fighting to get their person OUT.
I bombarded Annie with messages, inquiring about involuntary
commitment and basically just panic flailing at her. Goddess bless her,
she was able to tell me what I already rationally knew and get me to do
a bit of research into the laws for my state regarding involuntary
commitment. Like seriously, she talked me down off my panic ledge and
not once belittled my fears/panic one bit. And that is a massive
blessing and I’m deeply grateful for that.
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