written: Dec 10th
Photo for today:
Busted lil wing from a butterfly. Perfectly sums up autumn…and how I’m personally feeling in this moment.
I’ve elected to put the two photo challenges on hold until I get my
fucking final essays done for class. They are due Monday, so I’m really
having to buckle down and FUCKING DO THEM ALREADY.
Focus is a goddamn joke right now. My suspicions that I may have
been misdiagnosed as bipolar when indeed I may be ADD/ADHD instead are
growing. It certainly would explain why none of the
bipolar/antipsychotic medications did any lasting good.
So hopefully, once all the school and work shenanigans are over and
done with for December, I can make an appointment with my general doctor
and discuss this with her. Hell, I’m not even sure I want medication
for this, just want to know if this is a possibility. Besides, it would
take me a while to wrap my head around a change in diagnosis (possibly)
– so it would also take me a while to wrap my head around a possibility
of medication.
I’m very slow to embrace change. Hell, I’ve had this idea of ADHD vs
Bipolar since August. ::chuckles:: The school’s special ed department
came out and gave an hour talk on the major types of children we will
come in contact with, some of the traits of each type, and ways to work
with the students.
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