I’m spiraling a bit again.
Is it bad that part of me is just like “fuck it, let’s do this. let’s spiral completely and utterly out of control”…
I dunno. I guess I’ve been sitting on the brink of a mental break down
for quite sometime now, and I’m just ready to cannon ball in, and get it
over with. So I can begin the arduous task of putting everything back
together again.
I have so many things, and yet, I am not content at all. My skin feels too tight. I have so much restless feelings, but zero energy.
I need to figure out how to make a good lavender color for the flowers....
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